forget all your worries, forget all your cares and go...

my mind keeps fast forwarding to how nice it'll be in the summer when i decide to get up earlier on a weekend and just go stand outside for a bit in the morning and have some tea. but that's a few months from now and the sun seems to have decided it's going on vacation again for a few days but whatever. for all the bitching people do around here about all the rain, you have to give credit to the fact that when it's not pouring buckets out it's actually pretty nice here regardless if it's drizzly or not.
i walked around downtown for a few hours onyl using my umbrella about half the time cause really, it's not like someone is pointing a hose at me. the HMCS Winnipeg was docked at the cruise ship port and the gankplank was down and i was looking down from the observation deck around the exhibition center and i saw that they had like little info plaques set up on the deck and i saw a guy walking around reading them so i decided to go down and take a look and when i found the door to go through to get to the loading deck area the door was locked and a Navy guy was behind it and he looked at me like 'wtf do YOU want' and i asked through the door if i could go look and he just shook his head with that "wtf do YOU want" look. FINE I DIDNT WANT TO GO LOOK AT YOUR CRAPPY BOAT ANYWAY. I GUESS SINCE IM NOT AN OLD MAN WITH A BALDING HEAD I WONT APPRECIATE IT AS MUCH.
my mom gets here on thursday for a few days.
after this weekend it's two weekends til my BIRTHDAY BIATCHES. for my birthday i want to be a mythbuster. so yeah. thx in advance for making that happen.
this morning i woke up early. not that i wanted to, just that i did. it was kind of one of those morning where after a while you figure theres no point in trying to go back to sleep so you leave all the lights off and go sit on the couch in front of the tv and channel surf til you hit Space and youre all "fuck yeah Wrath of Khan." so you watch Wrath of Khan and do laundry til you decide to go for a walk in the rain downtown and listen to Matt Good songs and not feel rushed about anything in particular and have navy guys shake their heads at you.

forget all your worries, forget all your cares and go...