it's shaz's birthday. happy green leprechaun birthday.

i really havent been sleeping all that well and last night was no exception. in fact, i woke up this morning to find that my sheet had decided to wrap itself around my neck so when i woke up i was half choking. yeah, great fucking way to start the day, halfway to fucking dead. thanks a lot bed sheet.

i have to go take a GCT2 test for a federal job posting i applied for months ago. last night i applied for an actual permanent staff position with ING too. so here's my worry. my grad application is fully in the running now. i don't find out if i get in or not until at least may. if i get offered the federal job it means i dont go to grad school because it's a locked in one year contract. if i get the staff spot at ING then i might have to quit if i get in to the MPP program in september. if i DONT get in to grad school then i could take the federal job. if i get the ING job then i can take 5 days off around canada day to go to toronto. if i get the fed one, maybe three days.

if my bed sheet decides to choke me before that, then i dont have to worry about any of this now do i? hey Life, the Universe and Everything, seriously, what the fuck did i do to piss you off lately? im pretty sure nothing so what the fuck dude? uncool.