i got revisionism

the first time i watched this movie i watched it seven times in a row over a weekend and went back to school on monday and kept saying this.
people kept asking what the hell was wrong with me.
i think that watching this movie is a good way to deal with stress.
yes, that's what i said. and not because it lays bare the very root of anything that's really essential to us, more because you have to think about exactly what it is that you need to hold in perspective.

on monday i interview for a permanent staff position at work. on monday my parents get here for a few days. when i think about the interview i hear that Tom guy in Office Space going "but what you're really doing is interviewing for your own job!"

the new NIN album is going to be fucking spectacular. here's why:

well it's happening
never planned on this
you've got something I need
kind of dangerous
and I'm losing control
I'm not used to this
what you want from me
I'm not used to this

I can't shut it off
this thing I've begun
and it's hard to tell
just where it's coming from
and it's hard to see
what I'm capable of
and it's hard to believe
just, what I've become

hey, can we stop
me, I'm not
hey, can we stop
me, I'm not
hey, can we stop
me, I'm not
hey, can we stop
me, I'm not

I can swallow it down
keep it all inside
I define myself
by how well I hide
I feel it coming apart
well, at least I tried

I can win this war
by knowing not to fight
if I take it all back
someway, somehow
if I knew back then
what I know right now

hey can we stop
me, I'm not
hey can we stop
me, I'm not
hey, can we stop
me, I'm not
hey, can we stop
me, I'm not

if i could add this song to the Fight Club soundtrack i'd do it like that *snaps to motion exactly how fast like that i'd add it*

i got revisionism