you know, i figured being finished would lend itself to some form of relaxation and a chance to mellow out.
that's bullshit.
fuck this. the last few days have sucked fucking hardcore. im more goddamn stressed out now than i was with three major projects. ive had shitty sleep. im tired all the time. my appetite is almost non existant. i feel disconnected from the world. i sat in my new place earlier and stared at the wall wondering where the hell i was. it's like being lined up in front a fire firing squad and it just keeps coming and it doesnt seem to have any visible end.
i am not having le fun. le fun is not around. i am having le shitty time.
that's bullshit.
fuck this. the last few days have sucked fucking hardcore. im more goddamn stressed out now than i was with three major projects. ive had shitty sleep. im tired all the time. my appetite is almost non existant. i feel disconnected from the world. i sat in my new place earlier and stared at the wall wondering where the hell i was. it's like being lined up in front a fire firing squad and it just keeps coming and it doesnt seem to have any visible end.
i am not having le fun. le fun is not around. i am having le shitty time.
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