stealing gnomes

i finished my proposal. 12 pages. now my head hurts. and i feel twitchy. and i keep telling myself to get up and go do something. and i cant seem to do anything apart from sit here and watch Entourage. and im looking at job listings. and im not being filled with a great surge of overwhelming confidence. and i did apply to a few. but im going to keep applying. and hopefully something will come of it. and i have pretty much no groceries. i have rice and pasta and no sauce. and im listening to I Miss New Wave and its making me think of watching someone running in slow motion. and i can almot see the wave of shitty amounts of work coming at my head. but thats ok. cause i can get away from it for a few days this weekend at home. maybe. i came up with what i think are some good lyrics. maybe i'll write the music now.

uuuuuuuuuuuuuh. yeah.

stealing gnomes